Things have changed.....

Last week I had to do one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life. I had to put my Beagle to sleep. It killed me. I've never had to put a pet to sleep before, sure I had guinea pigs when I was a kid but, sorry that is in NO way the same. The last couple of day were HELL, taking her to the vet, not knowing for sure what was wrong, seeing her slip the last day was like someone shoving a stake in my heart. My wife of almost 10 years said she had never seen me cry, until then. The last couple of days I was trying to keep it together and be the optimist, thinking 'She has always surprised us before, she come around', but not this time. I told my wife the night before I wanted to give her a chance to see if she could kick it, The vet had told us that 'Possibly' it was a reaction to antibiotics that she was on. I got up that morning and I knew, it was time, I could see in her eyes, she was done.

From Pics of the Doggies